I’ve heard that it’s more common for people to cancel or to think about canceling immediately before or after their T’s vacation. I definitely do this and I think my reason is that I want to show myself that I’m in control. I did fine-ish during his absence but I’m scheduled to see him tomorrow and I have moments were I feel like I might explode with pent up anticipation. I hate that feeling and I’d like it to stop. I know it’s immature but my instinct is to want to not show up to show that I’m in control, I think. Anyone else experience something similar?