We’re all moved in! It’s been so nice relaxing in my own house. I went food shopping yesterday and bought enough for an army! Lots of meats and deli meat and stuff for breakfast so we don’t have to keep buying food out. I spent $150 at the discount grocery store! So you know I got a lot! Now the only problem is that we have nowhere to store pantry items because we don’t have a lot of cabinet space in the kitchen. We’re going to buy cabinets or shelves that we can put in the third bedroom (which we’re using more for storage) so I can get all the food out of bags and boxes. I’m trying to organize so our place isn’t cluttered like my moms. That’s what I hated so much about my mom’s house, the awful clutter and the mess no matter how much I tried to clean. I can keep this place as clean as I want to. I’ve been doing the dishes every night (nice that we have a dishwasher) and I plan on using Saturday and/or sundays as my sweep up, vacuum, etcetera day. Just have to get some cleaning supplies! I’m so so happy that I have my own place and that it’s with the second love of my life!

My brother finally got back to me too. Turns out he doesn’t want to come to our party because he and his wife have developed a drinking problem and don’t want to be around people who might be drinking. I knew they drank a lot and in my opinion it was too much because they would get blackout drunk and fight with each other. So I’m glad they’ve finally admitted it. I’m more than happy to have them over by themselves because I hardly drink at all anymore. I’m just happy he was honest with me and didn’t brush me off. I feel a lot better now knowing that it’s not me he was upset with.

Last day of school was today! I snuck out early lol. Now I have two weeks off until ESY starts. I never heard back from my old job so I guess they’re not interested in rehiring me. Not surprised, I told them I was leaving because of mental health issues like an idiot. Why I said that I’ll never know. Of course they wouldn’t want to rehire someone with mental health issues. Oh well. When I get my special ed certification there are more private schools in the area I can apply to.

So overall I’m happy! Things are going well. I’m so glad! Last April I was in the hospital, and now I’m living with my love and my son in our own little house and I haven’t had a serious incident since last April. I love my life!