Keep fighting, sinking! I'm glad you're going to have a new Pdoc soon Hopefully he/she will be better! I agree your current one doesn't seem to reliable. Still, it's nery sweet of you buying that plan for her and giving her that letter! Keep posting. I always enjoy reading your posts. They make me smile and I can relate to them. You're helping BOTH yourself and other people by making this thread. I hope hearing that helps you a little bit! I don't watch too many TV series at the moment but maybe it'll change in the future. Have you ever watched Twin Peaks? Either way, good nigh and sleep well! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you and your family, sinking! Please stay safe and DO NOT hurt yourself as much as you possibly can! Hang in there! Things CAN and WILL get better sooner or later! THAT'S A PROMISE!