I'm not even sure that it's OCD. what I have. I've never been actually diagnosed with a certainty. Only Major Depressive disorder and Agoraphobia something. But my main issue is the first that I mentioned. Everything stemmed from that. I don't have much people that I talk to about my issue except mostly my mom. Does what I explained previously even make any sense? I kind of just want to get an opinion about how others see and perceive about my issue. I also understand if you'd rather not give an opinion about it.