I hope you're safe, golden_eve! Even if you can't take a break from work right now, although I certainly hope you CAN, perhaps just try to take it a little bit easier? No need to put EVERYTHING in your work at least not ALL the time. Sometimes it's ok to just take a step back and relax. Certainly keep trying your best but allow yourself to make some mistakes from time to time. It is not the end of the world. Mistakes are what makes us human Please be kind to yourself! Stay safe and take GREAT care of yourself! You have the ENTIRETY of PC cheering you on and rooting for you right now! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, golden_eve, and to ALL the people you love and who love you!