I had yet another dream about being hospitalized against my will and being unable to contact RS to let him know. This time I escaped to ward by running through the doors as someone was coming in but they caught me later on because obviously I had nowhere to go and no way to get anywhere. They physically restrained me and carried me back to the ward. I don’t like these dreams. They disturb me all day. Not sure why I’m having so many right now. Maybe I’m stressed out about something. I’m definitely stressed out about school. I don’t know. I hope they stop soon.