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Originally Posted by SheHulk07
Can you make this decision for me or at least help me figure it out. I don't think it's necessary at this point but I think you disagree. I feel like if I don't tell you if I SH then you'll drop the hospital talk. I want a plan. I want to talk it through. I dont like these "Have you thought about our discussion?
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I think you partly understood what I was saying yesterday because you said what I was thinking...that I would really need someone to make that decision for me. But then you turned it around and said, "what about being involved in your treatment?" I didn't know how to respond to that. It's more that I'm absolutely scared shitless that I'm overreacting and going to make the wrong decision and mess things up more at home. You said that I'd let you know one way or the other if I need to go in, and I definitely know I won't say it. So what now? Are you giving up on me too? Is that why you're bringing up the hospital after a year or does it have to do with CPS calling you?