Loneliness destroys. I feel your pain and share your fear Hjr.
***This is just a thought for everyone.....I've noticed that when people post painful experiences or emotions they usually do not use emoji's in their post.
Sometimes emoji's used when replying to painful posts seem to trivialize the depth of the pain expressed.....IMHO.
emoji overkill can appear sophomoric & even demeaning when discussing very real adult issues. Often It's difficult to take in all of the good advice in the replies b/c excess emoji's are annoying to the readers eye as well. .