If I were you I would not wish to be BPD because it sucks. Many therapists and doctors don't want to work with us and many limit their practices to just a few clients with BPD because we are "difficult." It's a curse.

Are you in therapy? I aways say just focus on symptoms that are affecting your life and not a diagnosis. BPD can overlap with many things and self-diagnosising is a mistake.

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