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Default Jun 26, 2019 at 02:36 PM
 
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Originally Posted by Nammu View Post
I hate dreams like that, tells me I'm still afraid the BP is in control and no med, no amount of time will temper it.

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I think I’m afraid of BP taking over and losing RS over it. I still believe that my illness sent me husband over the edge and caused his drug addiction which ultimately killed him.

In the dream before this one, I was violent and hurt a stranger just because she was rude to me. I get those dreams often too. I think that’s a fear of loss of control for me.

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