I am a 61-year-old male. I've always considered myself 100% heterosexual. I have never felt an attraction to another male in my life. Last year, I moved to a new community. There is a young millennial male that frequents a bar I go to. From the first moment I saw him, I not only felt a sense of intense love for him but also a strong sexual attraction. He was a complete stranger! I have an extremely difficult time dealing with my feelings and it has affected me beyond belief. Maybe if I could get some insight as to why I feel this way about him, and only him, it might help me to deal with it better.