My T told me today that my insurance only pays her $6.86 plus my copay and she can’t afford to take that kind of loss so she can only see me once a month. I’ll need to find another T. It’s a shame because I’ve had some great breakthroughs with her in the short time I’ve seen her.

Having very dark thoughts today. I’ll be okay. I talked it over with a good friend and it’s at a manageable level. I do get tired of the frequent struggle. I’ll talk it over with my NP next week.

Warm wishes and hugs to all.