I haven't gotten that feeling of validation from her 'apologies'. There is no recognition in them that I have feelings at all. She apologized for her actions but not for how they affected me, or "I already said I'm sorry and don't know what else to say" kind of response.

Except she hasn't responded to my last text where I explain what is missing from her apologies.

I haven't heard back from her. It's been more than a day or two now. I don't think she is able to consider my feelings, and this is just a very clear example.

I mean her dumping me in the middle of our outing together to go spend time with another friend instead. It's like a person who doesn't think ahead if she will want to ever see that person again.