I went to the ER for a headache but decided I didn’t need to be there. Once back in my car I found a pair of sharp scissors and for whatever reason decided to use them against myself. I cut myself badly and had to go back into the ER. They said they don’t handle behavior health and that I would have to go to the crisis Er which was 20 minutes away. I couldn’t make it there without losing a lot of blood so I told them that and the registration person came out and looked at my wound and checked me in. They brought me back right away and set me up to get stitches. I freaked out knowing that I would be hospitalized and I hadn’t put the rent check in yet. I couldn’t call RS to let him know. My grandma was there for some reason and she looked so upset and depressed I thought she was going to collapse on the floor. My foot was tingling because I had done nerve damage. I was so upset. I woke up just as they were going to put stitches in.