Good on you, sinking! You're doing REALLY well, trust me when I say that I'm sure it will get better emotionally as well. Hang in there. I'm glad P approached to you again. Hopefully you'll be able to go out together soon. Stay safe and take GREAT care of yourself like you're already WONDERFULLY doing. No doubt AT ALL that your Pdoc was moved by your words - you always write so beautifully in English and it's not even your Native Language! I'm sure you write even BETTER in Italian. Regardless it was a GREAT gift and I feel like that doesn't happen very often to doctors in general. You've been very kind and generous as usual. It is truly in your nature Keep taking care of yourself, my friend! Sending many safe, sweet, gentle and warm hugs to you, your family, P, and ALL the people you love and who love you, sinking, just like YOU ARE, my caring, dear, sweet and WONDERFUL friend!