Had a low energy...low motivation day. I knew I would feel incredible if I could just make it to the pool but couldn’t get off the couch. The weather was perfect. 92F and sunny. Oh well, it will be sunny the rest of the week. I vow to float every day that is not raining until the end of the summer.

Saying goodbye to Benji tomorrow so I’ve planned a busy day for distraction.

M goes back to college in less then three weeks. What fun we’ve had this summer! She wants to do some school sponsored traveling and internships on future breaks (even study abroad) and I want her to take flight so I’ll have some adjusting to do. I cherish the memories of this summer.

Going to see my NP July 2nd and I have some hard questions to ask. Are we trying for some semblance of recovery and improvement or just maintenance? Maybe I’m fooling myself and we’re aiming for maintenance only. I think I need a new med combo. I’m too unstable.

Warm wishes and hugs to all.