Thank you Mickey for your continuous support. it means a lot to me.

today was the easiest day of the week. less calls and more easy ones.

im upset because instead of seeing my friend (who just found a job in a restaurant) for dinner im at my parents' home with my brother. i dont like it much where all of us are together, i get tense, irritated and cant wait to run into my room.

good news is that tomorrow i'll meet wth P for dinner, a pizza together. im not sure what im expecting out of this. not much anyway. im just living it day by day with no expectations except enjoying his company for as long as im able to. no plans, no worries, just taking it easy. i think its the best way to proceed. no planning just taking things as they come. spontaneously.

instead its the 2nd day we havent see our black cat. i hope that hearing my voice tonight will make her come out. im a bit worried about her, she is so unpredictable. the other one instead is always so sweet and human, he never makes me worry.

now just trying to enjoy dinner and my (safe) room.
have a nice weekend you all. hugs