Thank you all for the continued support it’s humbling to receive it, truly.

She took over my daughters room while with us.

Today I had to go in there as my husband had stored a few tote containers there. She had a cat.

The smell just hit me like a brick to the face. Huge panic attack in an instant, it lasted over an hour, one of the longest panic attacks of my life.

It’s in times like these, I feel white hot rage about her, and how I wish I had never met her.

I see my T Richard on Wednesday and I know that it will help some. Ptsd is just such a gut wrenching monster that a “date, a smell or a item” can be devastating to a persons mind.

So please everyone ..if you suffer from ptsd know I understand fully the torture and I’m always around if you need an ear or shoulder.