I have been diagnose by my pdoc as a schizoaffective disorder with underlying borderline personality disorder. My pdoc doesn't wanna me called as someone who has borderline but day by day its getting so worse and I dont know what should I do? But recently I tried to cope this things by thinking positive. I tried the CBT things on the internet and its a little bit helpful.Now, I m lessly feeling suicide but still struggle on it. Especially the way they treat me. (My own family). My friends they blocked for no reason after they know I have this kind of illnesses. What do u think I m gonna face it? Okay that's all for today. [emoji16]