Yes, I do and have to work very hard to not to.
I don't believe I was born hating myself.
I don't think any of us are.
Mine stems from the hatred my parents and siblings exhibited towards me through their long-term horrid and criminal abuses of me.
It's a shame that those who were supposed to love, nurture and instill a sense of value in us can do the exact opposite and leave us fighting an uphill battle for the rest of our lives.
But, keep fighting it I will ... Otherwise they win!
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