Hi, @thebestofme! Yes, I've already contacted my University Counsellors a while ago but I can't really see them because I'm already seeing a therapist right now So that's not an option. Right now I'm trying to tell my therapist but it isn't easy. On another nothe, thank you ALL SO MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT YOU'VE BEEN GIVING ME! I'll certainly NEVER forget it! Sending many safe, warm hugs to EVERYONE!