I know what it's like to not be able to eat or sleep, to feel so nervous one cannot do the simplest things....in the middle of conversations when I was overworked, I would just put my head in my hands and cry........

Somehow I always pulled it off, even when I didn't even feel human, I guess...I was...if that even makes sense..

Are there any other jobs near you? I finally got a different one, at least during the week, with kids, and it's so much less stress...I remember reading about your whole situation, and I have a feeling there isn't any other options? You've probably thought of them all? You deserve a big pat on the back, Youome, you are staying strong and being wonderful. How has your husband been? Your kids?