I had an active day. I talked with my sister and mom, I texted a friend and I chatted online with some people. Yet tonight I feel so lonely. I wish one of my friends was available now. But why isn't what I had today good enough? I never see anyone in person except my doctors. Maybe 3 times a year I'll see my family but mostly I'm alone. I have two cats and I'm glad for that. Sometimes I just miss human interaction. No one wants to visit me cause I can't walk. My sisters like to exercise. That's how they socialize. If I could walk again, they would come visit. I can get around the house but that's about it. That's pretty much why I feel more comfortable being a homebody. Hence lack of friends and social interaction.

I have a doctor's appointment next week for my back. My back is the reason I can't walk. Maybe this doctor can help me. And I've been losing weight to help my back out. I'm trying to stay positive. If I can get to walking again, I'm going to join some walking groups in my area.