I hear you, Deilla! I'm so sorry that you're feeling lonely! I'm REALLY HAPPY that you're feeling a bit better right now. I hope texting your friends and family can help a little bit at least. I also hope someone will visit you at least! That's the least they can do after all. Nevertheless, try to keep yourself busy like you're already WONDERFULLY doing! Keep asking your friends and relatives to come and see you if they can. Hopefully someone will at some point! Of course we're here for you as well when you need advice and support. Don't hesitate to PM me anytime! I'm sure many others will gladly listen to what you have to say as well. Please don't give up. Hang in there. It will get easier. You are important and you matter! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, Deilla, and to ALL the people you love and who love you!