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Old Jun 30, 2019, 04:57 PM
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Originally Posted by Lrad123 View Post
We usually end at exactly 50 minutes and we both sort of subtly acknowledge that our time is up. Last week I just didn’t feel like waiting for it to hit the exact 50 minute mark and it was during a moment of silence anyway. So I guess we just skipped our usual subtle ending because I stood up and said “I’m gonna be a rebel and leave with 2 minutes left.” That’s about as rebellious as I get which isn’t much, but it felt different. I’m not sure why I did that. I’m trying to figure out if I’m upset about the vacation he took last week, but I certainly wasn’t upset on a conscious level..
My T has a more flexible time on leaving so this type of dilemma wouldn't come up in the sense of trying to fill the last few mins. Most the time I go right up to if not a min over the 60 min mark. Short of times where it was intentional for me to stay later, I think I've left as early as 8 mins before the hour and 4 mins after the hour.

Your choice of words is interesting, do you think that has anything to do with it feeling different? Was there any reason you didn't simply start your typical wrapping up process?