Wow. I am so exhausted.

4 weeks ago when my life had changed drastically I was up at 4 a.m. every morning cleaning etc.

There was so much going on and so much to try to understand, so much to try to grasp etc., I'd needed long days and short nights to stand a chance.

I couldn't sleep. Pdoc put me on Seroquel at night. I then needed some during the day too.

Now I am sleeping 10 hours at night and am still wiped out. I am increasingly irritable. I feel like I am crashing. I am very concerned about this as I have more yet to do. The nightmare is far from over; it has only just begun.

I am resting today. Or am trying to do so.

Thanks, everyone, for your support .