Thank you for sharing your story. I'm so sorry you lost your mom, especially so quickly. It sounds like you didn't even have time to adjust to what was happening. I know what you mean about feeling like you failed her, but I'm guessing you did the best you could in the moment. I did the best I could in the moment too but I'm harder on myself than I ever would be on another person. Part of me just wants to go back in time and do things over, as if it could make the outcome different.