welcome to the troubled turmoil of jen's twisted mind.
i hate evrything.
i want to kill someone. anyone.
last night i stopped my car in front of some (since i cant call him the explitive) black guy who was walking accross a driveway...
i intended to get out and strangle him to death, but i talked some **** instead.
i just feel so much rage....
my body size and strength can not support my need to physically injure someone with my bare hands.
i even had dreams where i strangled an old lady and hurt peple by squeezing their necks so tight they couldnt speak or breathe....
lol
i feel so freakin sinister! so pissed with a little smirk on my face just typing it.
am i still depressed? hell ya i am. but just very sui...and homo... cidal.
how long can this rage be contained??????