I really have trust issues and need to stop being so negative... Not sure how though. I have this stupid anxiety, too, not entirely sure what's going on.

At least I'm very productive right now? Waxed the floor, cleaned the house, going to clean the storage this afternoon. Probably going to do more of a detail on the house later.

I've been really thinking about my BP lately, and thinking what it would be like if I had a detox (I can do it at the clinic I'm at, and they'll keep me for two weeks) just to see what happens. I'm a little tired of the pharmacy I take, but I also don't want to mess with things too much...but a reset is somehow okay in my head?

I dunno, maybe I'm getting a tiny bit mixed now, time to have a chat with my nurse (already have an appointment this week).

Oh well, just another day I guess