I'm SO SORRY for what happened to your daughter, Meggg! I COMPLETELY agree with TunedOut that he doesn't seem to be respectful of you and your culture AT ALL. I'd suggesto to just get away from him as soon as you possibly can. Are you working right now? Perhaps you may want to find a job so that you'll be at least economically indipendent from him. Of course it must be VERY hard for you right now since you're probably still grieving for the loss of your child Take ALL the time you need to grieve. However I do believe you need to leave him as soon as you possibly can. He's not supportive nor respectful of you and your beliefs. It seems like you already know in your heart what to do but perhaps you're unsure. I'd suggest to leave him when you can. You deserve MUCH, MUCH better than him. Once again I'm SO SORRY for what happeened to your daughter! I'm also so sorry that you're not getting the support you need and deserve. There will be time for you to make another child, but with someone else. Please stay safe and take GREAT care of yourself. I'm glad you were able to speak up and to be honest to yourself and to your therapist. Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, Meggg, and to ALL the people you love and who love you back!