Sorry you are hurting, but glad you shared with us. In the beginning of my therapy, I found it difficult to admit similar feelings to my T. Even now, many years later, it can still be hard. But I encourage you, gently, to talk to your T about WHATEVER is on your mind, no matter whose family it is about. Talking about your disappointments and longing may send you in a new direction, for something that you CAN have.