seems kind of silly to me living a life full of issues avoiding help because you MIGHT somewhere at some point later in life have to go to court and have a mental health professional answer questions about you. most professionals are just that ..professionals. they understand how the system works and how to do their note taking & testifying.

I know someone who is crippled by severe knee pain . doctors have told her to get surgery. she won't because the healing time is long. she says she will never fix it. rather then a few months of discomfort and then no pain she would rather just go thru life unable to walk and enjoy being able to walk, hike or do normal life functions. kind of the same issue.

get help. don't worry about crimes you might commit or court issues that haven't happened yet (unless of course you are going down that path) it's not worth a life time of pain. tell the therapist what you are worried about .