The past is obvious jealousy, for good reasons. I agree my sister didn't intentionally do any of those things. But what I despise of her now is she had the perfect life and blew it all on some hot promiscuous sex and drugs...everything she has was given to her for nothing...and she's ungrateful. I have nothing compared to her and I've worked hard for it, grateful for the smallest of things and situations. It's not fair........