baby steps. try volunteering at someplace close to you..animal shelters always look for help. start small. see what you can handle.

going off disability is a huge leap. it terrifies me...what if I crash and burn..how hard would it be to go back on? so I work part time at a place that understands sometimes I might need to slow down some.

med changes are hard. I had a hellish time years ago...lost 9 months of my life and ended up with a brain injury from it. I totally understand. it's all good once you find the mix that works. good to see the dr... it takes time for everything to clear your system.

I get what you have on your plate. it's hard. like I said....go slow..try a volunteer position someplace..test the waters. good luck at the dr's. it will get better...trust me.