This is the second time out of a job because I took too many sick days and during the trial period the company policy has indicated that they don’t have enough time to evaluate my performance. I wish they extended the date for trial period. And now I am out of a job and have to go through the stress of finding a new job soon, my mother, sister, kids, exwife who I need to support depend on me and my self of course. Gosh it never gets easy mates. And companies can be such dush, specially in Japan they are so cold so focused on productivity KPIs which are meaningless in my opinions.
It has been over a year I don’t see my kids guys, what should I do keep feeling guilty or just accept. I paid a lawyer to help me but she is one of those who wants to earn my ex trust and then negotiate and that is going to take forever, and I missing my kids lives.
I wish the US dropped another bomb close by to make them understand they are not so powerful as they think. I am getting may be ill for that comment but don’t mean if guys is just I’m sad and upset.

What should I do guys?