I've made a few posts in recent weeks about this really nice guy (um, the *hot* looking one!) who I've been hanging out with, trouble with PTSD, with life, with everything--especially my PTSD getting in the way of having a guy in my life--but last Thursday and Friday he and I...um...did some horizontal dancing and *I can't believe* it happened! I still have PTSD and will react to my ex and whatever, but this is for real--I am with a guy! There *IS* hope for hopeless, helpless, depressed, anxious and avoidant, self-harming, me!!! MG, we even darn near did something in his car in a public parking lot! Close enough--he undid his...never mind. LMAO!!