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I do experience feelings of high self esteem, I suddenly feel good in my own body, feel sexy and attractive. There's something inside of me telling me that I can do anything I want and I'll be GREAT person one day, fame, glory, attention it all will be mine. I put my ambitions and aspirations really high, constantly daydreaming about how amazing my life will be when it will all turn out for the good. I make daily plans, when I plan every second of my day to be productive, effective and hard working. I'm creative and I make so many plans about what to do to make my life better and achieve everything I dream about. I usually get involved in zillion activities and get extremely busy to the point I sometimes have no time to sleep, but I still sleep normally well when I do have the time. I just get so excited and energetic thinking about all the possibilities that can happen and I feel like the success is right within my reach. The future feels bright and I'm so open, and good at what I do. This also makes me less emotional, more practical and I feel like I'm still on the go, I feel like I can't stop or relax and I have no patience with people. Everything seems too slow and like it's just not enough.
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That sounds like hypomania.
How long have you seen the dr? What meds/therapy are you in?
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