In a year I will be a pharmacist.
I have done all my exams more or less OK and the paper I wrote is about to be published.
I feel like ****, like everything I do is deeply wrong for some reason that lie between me and myself. My existence seems wrong and just it.
I am sorry If my speech is weird, I took 2mg of ativan, zolpidem and 75mg of pregabaline. I am tired and wanted to rest and forget everday problems for a while. I am falling asleep.
On Thuersday I am going to see a psysh nurse that is going to decide what to be done with me.y
Love to everyone
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-