I don't know what to tell to the nurse, why would she believe me?

I hate being alive because being alive has always ment pain.

I would like to live without it

I would like to have had a family that respects me

I would like to don't feel that everything I do is a piece of ****. and I am a pice of **** and should be dead.

I doon't know while somethimes I feel bad but keep functioning, but at other times it gets so bad I start thinking I shouldn't be alive.

I don't feel anything I do is nice.

I feel like the most horrible human being that has ever dare to exist.