It has been two years since my mother passed. I am having a little trouble with it. Mortality. 15 years, maybe more of my life left. I want to make it to my daughter's 40th birthday. This will mean me that I will need to make my 80th birthdayl I miss my mother. I was numb over this for a year and a half. I thought something was wrong with me.

I had a new tiled floor put in my kitchen. I now need to seal it, and wax floor. I have been depressed for several weeks now. Maybe looking at my antique pistols will be a good diversion?