I've always been good with eye contact with people.

I struggle a bit more with people I think are attractive because I feel inferior. That is t3, he knew about that on session 1. However I've always tried my best to keep as much eye contact as possible with him, push myself through it.

Last week was the first session we had that I couldn't look at him, the shame I was feeling was so intense but he called me out on it within the first few minutes and talked me through it. It was awkward and tough as hell but I'm so glad he did, I was able to look at him the rest of the session and that sort of thing helps me learn to trust him.

With long term and Baby t, Always, yes.