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Originally Posted by Wander
Saw my T and pdoc. To avoid possibly traumating me we are all working to keep me out of hospital. My pdoc wants me to email him daily with an update. Along with that I’m to take 50-100 mg of Seroquel and 4 mg Lorazepam a day. Hopefully this will short circuit the adrenaline rush after rush. I see them in a week.
This is an awful experience. I’m starting to slip. Hospital will make me feel trapped. Feeling trapped is at the core of my trauma. I want to live but find myself fantasising. I’m gonna break if this doesn’t work.
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Dearest Wander, I am so sorry you are going through this. What a horrible experience. I am glad your team is working with you, trying to help.
I hope the med changes/adjustments help and you are able to feel better and stay out of the hospital.
Please keep us updated.
Much Love~