I hope you're feeling a little bit better, Pookyl! Agoraphobia is hard to deal with! I'm sure you can make it though. Just take it one step at the time. Day by day you'll get stronger. Just hang in there. Hopefully getting yourself out there will make it a little bit easier at least for the basic necessities. I'm not sure if you're doing any therapy right now since you're struggling with agoraphobia. Perhaps you can try to look into online therapy? If you're not doing it already of course! Just give it a thought if you want to. I hope things will get better soon for you. Please keep us updated on your situation. We ALL do care about you. THAT'S A PROMISE! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, Pookyl, and to ALL the people you Love and who Love you!