Thanks for this post, Codep. I have issues with this and unwisely am not going no contact. It's like playing with fire, I know. Maybe I'm just not ready. I DO have a journal where I wrote about not getting hovered back in and how I felt and things he did so I'll never forget though. Thanks for the articles, Skeezyks. I'll definitely be reading them.
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Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside.
--The Cure