I dont have a pdoc, she is leaving (no loss, has made many mistakes, big ones) and turning things over to a practitioner. Gives me time to think. This week. I tried some no THC cannabis gummy bears and I sure felt better LOL. It pushed the big panic over my ex’s medical conditions aside and I was having fun for a change! The nice cannabis store is only a mile away. It’s pricey, but I deserve it, as my friend says. Before that, I always felt like I wanted to run away!