Yes, the game is all consuming at the moment. I was able to talk with a gaming friend and he helped me feel better and he helped me think of a solution, which I tried out. I was finally able to succeed. I feel better. But I don't want this to happen again. I don't want to beat myself up over stuff like this. I have an online T. She is supportive and today she gave me a link to a Ted Talk. It was helpful. I feel stuck. I can't bring myself to shower. I can't take out the trash. I don't want to eat. At least I'm drinking water. My house is a mess. I am feeding my cats. Other than that I'm ignoring them. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. Thank you for the support.