View Single Post
 
Old Jul 05, 2019, 06:56 PM
wildflowerchild25's Avatar
wildflowerchild25 wildflowerchild25 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Mar 2013
Location: NJ
Posts: 6,434
Tomorrow is our housewarming party! I’m so excited. We bought all of the food and drinks today (including a pint of Captain Morgan for me &#129322. I’m so happy because my grandma is coming to see our house! She hasn’t driven to my town (she lives 45 minutes away) in a couple of years. But she’s coming just for me! She probably won’t stay long but I’m just glad to show her the house. It means a lot to me that she’s coming.

RS accidentally did a public event on FB so his whole family saw it and now we have about 30 people coming lol. I hope our neighbors don’t get mad! But it’ll be fine I’m sure. Not like we’re going to be playing super loud music or anything and it won’t go past 10pm. At least that’s when I’m kicking everyone out lol.

I buckled down and bought a juul today. My e cigs weren’t cutting it and I desperately want any to quit. Eventually I want to quit nicotine as well but I realize that I’m not ready for that right now. I haven’t had a cigarette since 2pm and it’s now nearly eight. I know that doesn’t sound like a lot but I was smoking a pack and a half a day. I would have had at least ten cigarettes by now. If I had been using my regular e cig I would have caved and run out to buy a pack. So this is progress. The real test will be tomorrow when I don’t have a cigarette to wake up to. If I can get through that I have a good chance of quitting.

Hope everyone has a wonderful and safe weekend!
__________________
Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore

That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
Hugs from:
Anonymous45023, Anonymous46341, lightly toasted, Nammu, sadveiledbride, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote
Thanks for this!
lightly toasted, sadveiledbride, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote, ~Christina