I am having a very hard time. My life has been one nightmare after another, with my H's continued lying and deceit. In the meantime, I am physically very ill from all of his antics. I have had to be on extra medication in order to get any sleep. I am gaining weight on the meds, which is additionally upsetting.

I hope this nightmare ends soon. His actions are making me very ill, in every way. I find out something he is being deceitful about over and over again. He promises me he is done being deceitful; yet, he continues.

He continues to say he wants a cooperative divorce... well, he keeps doing very hostile things. It's crazy-making.

Ugggh!