I agree with the other wise posters, @Greensea08! I'm so sorry that you've been cheated on. You did NOT deserve that. Take your time to grieve. It is NOT your fault. I'm glad that you are going to therapy to help you heal. It is certainly not easy and I'm so sorry that you have to deal with unfaithfulness from your parents as well Please keep fighting. It will get better. I promise you that. Just keep working on yourself and please keep in mind that it was not your fault. There's nothing wrong with you. Please keep that in mind, ok? I hope this forum will help you. There's plenty of supportive people here. Please hang in there. Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, Greensea, and to ALL the people you Love and who TRULY Love you! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING IT LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO!