I've been in a serious relationship for a year now and it's long distance.

He lives 400 kms away. He's busy with work and saving for our future so I try not to bother him. But I miss him a lot. And it sucks so much

I want him close to me. In front of me. I want to hold his hand. I want him in flesh and bone. I'm tired of dating my phone. We planned to watch a movie together over Skype and he couldn't even do that. He doesn't know how much I love him. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so sensitive. That I was stronger. So I wouldn't be affected by the distance. So I wouldn't be crying right now. I don't know what to do, I'm just rambling on in tears. Can't even see the screen right now. I know I'm not making any sense but I really feel alone right now. I feel like no one gets it. No one wants to get how overwhelmed I am right now of how much I miss him.